i hope u r doing better then me since u the one who ask 4 tis.im telling u i try so hard
to move on but its so damn hard.i cant do it.
i have not been getting any sleep lately because of this.im not eating rite.i have been skipping my meals.
i dont noe wat to do.kept looking at ur pics every single nite.should i burn it or not?so many swit memories are left in those pics.i have print all of ur pics btw.
kept it inside my file.i do want to remember all those time we had fun together.although kite
selalu gado, i tk pernah tk suke atau tawar hati terhadap u.
i miss u so much dear.how ALLAH open ur heart for me.i dah tk kesa malu semua asal kn i have u by my side always.
i dont care wat my parents or my friends or the world say bout me or u.i jus want to be hapi.
but maybe not having me in ur life is better.since i cnt understand u n such.cnt make u hapi.
i reali try my bes.maybe u can find someone better than me?i dont noe.
i hope u do.i hope i do too.i hope i have the strength to find one.or maybe i should finding the gerl n let the gerl come to me.i hav been trying so hard to find the rite gerl.
its funny.i always advise ppl tat dont go out there n find love.let love find u.haha.i advise ppl tat but here i am not listenig to my own advise.
i feel its time for me to starting to my own advise.stop tryinng.sit back, releks n enjoy life.
i noe u r sitting infront of ur comp or laptop reading tis n feeling nothing.but jus to let u noe tat while im typing tis down the pain in my chest is begining to hurt even more. noe wat pain im talking bout.the same pain i always have if wwe fight.cnt breath properly.
i dont noe wats wrong wit me.hope i life long enough to c u wit another guy being hapi wit him.
n pls take care of the guy u are wit next n dont let all u hav done to me happen to him.pls take good care of him.be open n tell the truth pls.
Name: HAFIZ AZIZI
